Muse

Stephanie Meyer wrote that Muse was her biggest inspiration during the making of the Twilight Saga.
I was interesting when i read that, but i haven't had time to listening to their songs. I only know and like 3 of their songs, Supermassive Black Hole, Twilight and Time Is Running Out.
Then, yesterday, when me, hubby, Andrew and Yuni sang in Nav Express, Andrew sang some of Muse's songs. And i was amazed, the lyrics really represent the story, it's like Edward is crying his heart out.
Today i searched Muse songs and the lyrics.

This is some part of Time Is Running Out,
the lyrics are exactly what Edward felt on the first book, Twilight, when he tried to refuse his feeling for Bella but he couldn't, how he adores her, and how he's afraid too at the same time.

"I think I'm drowning
asphyxiating
I wanna break the spell
that you've created

you're something beautiful
a contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction

you will be
the death of me
yeah, you will be
the death of me

bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

I wanted freedom
but I'm restricted
I tried to give you up
but I'm addicted

now that you know I'm trapped
sense of elation
you'll never dream of breaking this fixation
you will squeeze the life out of me"

And this is Falling Away With You,
i think this song represent what Bella felt on the second book, New Moon,
when Edward left her. How desperate she felt, how she tried to hide the pain, but hold the memories of him until it hurts.

"I can't remember when it was good
moments of happiness in bloom
maybe I just misunderstood
all of the love we left behind
watching our flash backs intertwine
memories I will never find
inspite of whatever you become
forget that reckless thing turned on
I think our lives have just begun
I think our lives have just begun

and I'll feel my world crumbling down
feel my life crumbling now
feel my soul crumbling away
falling away
falling away with you

staying awake to chase a dream
tasting the air you're breathing in
I hope I won't forgot a thing
I wish to hold you close and pray
watching our fantasies decay
nothing will ever stay the same
and all of the love we threw away
and all of the hopes we've cherished fade
making the same mistakes again
making the same mistakes again

and I'll feel my world crumbling down
feel my life crumbling now
feel my soul crumbling away
and falling away
falling away with you

all of the love we left behind
watching our flash backs intertwine
memories I will never find
memories I will never find"

WOW..